WHEN LONLINESS AND DEPRESSION FOLLOW YOU

I always thought blogs were for people who were slight attention-seekers to be honest. But a while ago when Depression first found me I read a blog that helped me a lot and now I find all these thoughts in my head again, so perhaps it's my turn to blog now for those of you who can identify with me.

I have felt Depression creeping along behind me for a few weeks now. But He does it so sneakily and quietly, that He makes me believe that this time I will defeat Him. But as the days grow longer and the nights darker His presence gets stronger and my will to win fades.

Right now I just wish I could crawl into bed, pull the covers over my head and scream loudly- FINE! YOU WIN! OK! I'M TIRED OF FIGHTING, JUST TAKE ME! The constant battle raging in my mind and soul tire me until Living seems like it requires too much and I don't fit the criteria anyway.